The anger in me

This ill temper I have is making me mad
I blow up and I don’t know why
I wish for just a moment I could handle my anger right
I wish for just a moment I could love you right
I wish my attitude would just go away
I wish my anger would stay at bay
This outlook I have on life needs to change
This outlook I have you needs to say the same
I love you deep down inside
I wish you would see
That you’re the only princess for me

The anger I have deep in side
Comes out when I least expect it
This anger I have in me should just go away
This anger I have is an annoyance
This anger I have has messed my life up
This anger I have is stupid
Anger you have messed up my world
Anger you have messed up my life
Anger you have destroyed who I am inside and out
Anger you are the devil
Anger you are all that is bad
This anger I have in me has made me fight
A fight that was not worth it

Anger you made me hit the wrong person
Anger you made me do the wrong things
Anger you are the feeling that I would never miss
Anger you have caused me so much sorrow
Anger you have caused nothing but grief.
Anger just go away

end of my holyday season

day by day
time by time
tic toc
when my eyes open
in the late mornig
in my past few day
that surely had end
emmmmmmmmmmm...

everyday just past so sudenly
day by day
i never thogh that time just pass so
sudenly
well time just pass like that(in the blink of teh eye)
never wait for desprate people like me

TIME

sure wish AEON CLOCK(fiction god) was real
and i can ask him to stop the time

time

Fasting in Ramadan

he most prominent event of this month is fasting. Every day during the month of Ramadan, Muslims around the world get up before dawn to eat Sahur, the pre-dawn meal, then they perform the fajr prayer. They have to stop eating and drinking before the call for prayer starts until the fourth prayer of the day, Maghrib. Muslims may continue to eat and drink after the sun has set until the next morning's fajr prayer call. Then the process starts all over.
Ramadan is a time of reflecting and worshipping God. Muslims are expected to put more effort into following the teachings of Islam and to avoid obscene and irreligious sights and sounds. Sexual thoughts and activities during fasting hours are also forbidden.[Qur'an 2:187] Purity of both thoughts and actions is important. The fast is intended to be an exacting act of deep personal worship in which Muslims seek a raised awareness of closeness to God.


Fanoos Ramadan, Cairo


Sultan Ahmet Mosque, Istanbul, Turkey in Ramaḍān (the writing with lights called mahya)
The act of fasting is said to redirect the heart away from worldly activities, its purpose being to cleanse the inner soul and free it from harm. It also allows Muslims to practice self-discipline, self-control [6], sacrifice, and empathy for those who are less fortunate; thus encouraging actions of generosity and charity. However, a certain level of self-control can be lost by those who suffer from eating disorders.[7]
The elderly, the chronically ill, and the mentally ill are exempt from fasting, although the first two groups must endeavor to feed the poor in place of their missed fasting. Also exempt are pregnant women, women during the period of their menstruation, and women nursing their newborns. A difference of opinion exists among Islamic scholars as to whether this last group must make up the days they miss at a later date, or feed poor people as a recompense for days missed.[8] While fasting is not considered compulsory in childhood, many children endeavor to complete as many fasts as possible as practice for later life. Lastly, those traveling are exempt, but must make up the days they miss.[Qur'an 2:184] More specifically, Twelver Shī‘ah define those who travel more than 14 miles in a day as exempt.[7]. The elderly or those who suffer from a disability or disease and have no prospect of getting better in the future can pay the cost of Iftar for a person who cannot afford it, or else they can host him in their house and have him eat with them after sunset as a way of repaying for the days they could not fast. [Qur'an 2:184]
A person who is observing Ramadan might break the fast accidentally, due to having forgotten it. In such an instance, one should spit out the food being eaten or cease the forbidden activity, immediately upon remembering the fast. This can usually happen in the first or early days of Ramadan because that person might have not yet been acclimated into fasting from dawn till dusk.
When Ramadan came to overshadow Ashura in importance, it took on some characteristics of the latter. According to a well-known hadith, the person who observes Ramadan properly will have all their past sins forgiven. According to another, "When Ramadan arrives, Heaven's gates are opened, Hell's gates are closed, and the demons are chained up" and who ever passes away will enter paradise. [9]

Ramadan

Ramadan (Arabic: رمضان‎) (also written Ramazan, Ramzan, Ramadhan, Ramdan, Ramadaan) is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar. It is the Islamic month of fasting, in which participating Muslims refrain from eating, drinking, smoking, and indulging in anything that is in excess or ill-natured; from dawn until dusk [1] Fasting is meant to teach the Muslim patience, modesty and spirituality. Ramaḍān is a time to fast for the sake of Allah, and to offer more prayer than usual. During Ramaḍān, Muslims ask forgiveness for past sins, pray for guidance and help in refraining from everyday evils, and try to purify themselves through self-restraint and good deeds. As compared to solar calendar, the dates of Ramadan vary, moving forward about ten days each year. Ramadhan was the month in which the first verses of the Qur'an were revealed[Qur'an 2:185] to the Prophet Muhammad.

JuSt WrItIng (2)

HUMAN HEART

The most delicate object in the universe
Is undoubtedly the human heart
If touched the right way it
Could create a life of joy
Yet if the wrong button is
Simply scraped the effects
Are potentially devastating
Once broken this object
Can not be mended
Oddly enough the organ
That gives you life
Will cause the most pain
As long as it beats
The emotional scar will heal
Yet never be forgotten
To control your heart
Must control their mind
Control their beliefs
One must be able to embrace pain
Allow it to run its course
To fight pain is a battle you will never win
A tear could cure the most serious situation
But first you must allow yourself to cry
Come to terms with your pain
And embrace it
Let it run its natural course
Only then will you be
In full control again
So protect your heart
Listen to your heart
Learn from your heart
Become a stronger individual
Become a stronger man
Or lady

just writing

Death is when your loved ones must depart
Death is a sharp pain to the heart

Death is a feeling of permanent sadness & pain
Death is when your loved ones have forever gone away

Death is a call to heaven or hell
Death is an eternal mansion or cell

Death is a lesson to learn about
Death is a loss, without a doubt
Death is an unhappy feeling to have
Death is unpleasant on anyone's behalf

Death is something we all will go through
Death is a storm waiting to brew

Death is a lingering crow always overhead
Death is a soul, done being fed

Death is cruel,
Death is unfair,
Why death?
Does death care?

Death is unkind,
Death breaks hearts,
Why death?
Do you like to part?

Death is here,
Death is there,
Why death?
Why be everywhere?

Death is the end,
Death is to die,
Why death?
To make people cry?

Death was created,
Death is still here,
Why death?
We live in fear,

Death is death,
Death is dead,
Why death?
Because death said.

Death is forever, so don’t flirt with death
Death is painful, so stay away from knifes
Death is not for lovers, so don’t die
Death is not for me, so don’t even try

Death is never clear, so be careful
Death is never fun, so stay away from strangers
Death is never pleasing, so don’t get caught up in the hype
Death is never fair, so get use to it
Death is always occurring, so don’t forget it

Death is never what u expect, so expect the unexpected
Death is not for you, so please don’t give up
Death is forever, so don’t forget that

i'm a dreamer who think such posible act that neither want to think about it

...............
Whimsical by nature and by practice, the Dreamer has no problem with accepting things

without proof. Dreamers have a slightl...y unrealistic view on life- they often come

across as eccentric, but are sensitive to criticism, and will be upset if a friend

pokes fun at their beliefs. However, they are not necessarily religious- they rely

on their intuition to tell them what is right and what is wrong, and if they are

unable to find a religion that follows their intuition, they might mix and match

beliefs from all different places in order to satisfy their morals. Dreamers are

skilled at bringing out the best in people- although they are not the most loyal

friends because they tend to jump around until they find someone they can trust,

they are always a good choice for an interesting conversation, as Dreamers are

gifted with an active imagination and a curious nature. Dreamers get along well with

other Dreamers, as well as Riders and Optimists.

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after long not updating this site

"just writing"

today at school
nothing much
many chinese student did't come
and my hyperactive friend"azmul munir" did't come either
because his shulder was badly injured
actualy it's been 3 week he did't come to school
after he injured his shoulder in the fakarudin cup..
but nevermind he's a strong will boy" i guese :p"
...
early in the morning we(my class mate) were shock because of our
class time table been change..
we don't no anything..plus our school techer were long gone
but my friend mr.black got the new timetable from who(don't no)
and it not change much at all.
\just a several subject..

the fun thing about today is
about our new english teacher who replaced
our original techer who is in a holyday for some reason
his name is FAKARUDI(i hope the spelling is right)
i prefer to call him mr.rudy (lol)wkakakaka
well he tech us in whole difrent way than other english teacher
well he ask us to draw cartoon faces in our exercise book
this is the first time that i'm doodling in my exercise book with teaceher permision...
but over all it just fun learning for him



p/s sory for the lame language :p