just writing

with the light out it's a little
less dangerous.
even with a stranger never gets painless.
don't be afraid

every time i think I'm gonna change it
think i'm gonna change it,
think i'm gonna change it,
it's driving me insane
insane

maybe tonight we can forget about it all
it could be just like heaven

I am a machine
No longer living, just a shell of what I dreamed

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the dream
In your mind, through your eyes, do you see
It’s the fantasy

exam dah habis yeaa

my exam finally over
horeeeeeeeeeey
merdeka (for a moment)

why should i do now
prepare for next year(naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)
it impossible for me to study at home(bahahahhahhahahahahah)

anyway i have some plan
-see some movies
-online 24/7 (hahahahaha)
-and other that im not think of it yet

at last

at last
its over already
my additional math paper become history today
well glad its all over
only 1 paper last
bio (more boring stuff)

enough already
today a fiesta happen .lol.
bahahahhaha
my anoying friend recieve a flour bath wifth egg soup
bahahahah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
lol

waiting for the day after today!!!

tomorrow ...
10 November 09
ahahahahhaa lol..
the day that i waited to come
and still the day i fear the most

add math make me sick
but still there's a light in this dark side
bahahahahah(over words)
my so call friend who distract me the most birthday
the day of the flour bath
coke sprinkle
and egg boom
bahahahhahah

3 words

beware
be ready
becarefull

lepas tension

gila
esok add math
tak tahu apa pown skang ni
mana noob pon kah3
anyway
nak study dah tak sempat
so ...
tawakal jea laaaaaaaaa
kah3

when i see him
i see a reflection of myself
pity me
why
why im so useless
why im so bad
why im so ....
why can i just be a good boy
just like him
is that so hard
i know how
but still........

why

everyday i said to myself i want to change
but why

WHY CAN'T I CHANGE

it's a beutiful lie
such a beutiful lie
to believe in
so beutiful
beutiful
..


hidup ini penuh dengan penipuan

exam oh exam

I'M STRESS UPON EXAMINATION
lack of rivision
lack of time
and bla blabla braging