YESTERDAY IS HISTORY

TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY

TODAY IS A 'GIFT'
THAT'S WHY THEY CALL IT A 'PRESENT'

booooooooooooooooring
sangat sangat
booooooooooooring

zzz

Until you crash
Until you burn
Until you lie
Until you learn
Until you see
Until you believe
Until you fight
Until you fall
Until the end of everything at all
Until you die
Until you’re alive

Don’t save me, don’t save me, cuz I don’t care
Don’t save me, don’t save me, cuz
I don’t care

Until you give
Until you’ve used
Until you’ve lost
Until you lose
Until you see, how could you believe?

Until you’ve lived a thousand times
Until you’ve seen the other side
This is my chance, this is my self.

Until the truth becomes a lie
Until you change, until you deny
Until you believe

happy holiday

hooraaaaay
school break is finally start
it suppose to be great thing's to me
but for some and unexpected reason make me not so happy
why....
emm maybe I think of my so call hell the SPM next year
it really make me sick
well i have some plan for it
and my holiday will be more academic stuff
i'm planning to attend so many program for SPM preparation
well seems today is my last day to be a form 4 student
and it rally paradokating me
my form 4 year is not turn out to be what i expected
..................
well i hope i can cover all the thing that i think i over miss it till next year

spontanious word

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?

Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
’Cause this is just a game


It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last

Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

wish

FOR NOW
I ONLY HAD ONE WISH AND
ONE WISH ONLY

I JUST WANT THE WORLD
TO NOTICE MY EXSISTEND

just writing

with the light out it's a little
less dangerous.
even with a stranger never gets painless.
don't be afraid

every time i think I'm gonna change it
think i'm gonna change it,
think i'm gonna change it,
it's driving me insane
insane

maybe tonight we can forget about it all
it could be just like heaven

I am a machine
No longer living, just a shell of what I dreamed

Do you live, do you die, do you bleed
For the dream
In your mind, through your eyes, do you see
It’s the fantasy

exam dah habis yeaa

my exam finally over
horeeeeeeeeeey
merdeka (for a moment)

why should i do now
prepare for next year(naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)
it impossible for me to study at home(bahahahhahhahahahahah)

anyway i have some plan
-see some movies
-online 24/7 (hahahahaha)
-and other that im not think of it yet

at last

at last
its over already
my additional math paper become history today
well glad its all over
only 1 paper last
bio (more boring stuff)

enough already
today a fiesta happen .lol.
bahahahhaha
my anoying friend recieve a flour bath wifth egg soup
bahahahah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
lol

waiting for the day after today!!!

tomorrow ...
10 November 09
ahahahahhaa lol..
the day that i waited to come
and still the day i fear the most

add math make me sick
but still there's a light in this dark side
bahahahahah(over words)
my so call friend who distract me the most birthday
the day of the flour bath
coke sprinkle
and egg boom
bahahahhahah

3 words

beware
be ready
becarefull

lepas tension

gila
esok add math
tak tahu apa pown skang ni
mana noob pon kah3
anyway
nak study dah tak sempat
so ...
tawakal jea laaaaaaaaa
kah3

when i see him
i see a reflection of myself
pity me
why
why im so useless
why im so bad
why im so ....
why can i just be a good boy
just like him
is that so hard
i know how
but still........

why

everyday i said to myself i want to change
but why

WHY CAN'T I CHANGE

it's a beutiful lie
such a beutiful lie
to believe in
so beutiful
beutiful
..


hidup ini penuh dengan penipuan

exam oh exam

I'M STRESS UPON EXAMINATION
lack of rivision
lack of time
and bla blabla braging